The next big test is Wednesday. Is that a node I feel or is it my imagination getting the best of me? Can they space these tests out any farther? As impatient as I am, marching to the beat of the medical worlds drum is growing really old. Let's hurry up already and get this test over with.

Music definitely gets me through all this stress. I am obsessed with the Pearl Jam song "I am Mine" right now. The part.....

The north is to south what the clock is to time.
There’s east and there’s west and there everywhere life.
I know that I was born and I know that I’ll die.
The in between is mine.
I am mine.

Pretty much sums it up - all we have is this in between time. So for now I am spending my time hanging out with Dave and the kids. Really what else can you do?